New Chapter - Gedicht/Gedanken

Once a relationship has ended there´s no going back to what we have been. All those beautiful moments are gone, will never come back again. The moments we shared are part of our past and forever in our memories. The feelings we had were real and pure. Our connection is still there but never be that strong again.

The seperation is a deep cut which forces us to get along with our lives. To rethink what we are, what we want, who we are and who we want to become. It is linked to many strong emotions, pain we have to suffer, findings we have to make. At the beginning everything is breaking into countless pieces, we are trying to put together.

To get answers we must go back through all we have shared. All good and bad momements, just to realize that there are no anwers which will suit us. We can think of those which let us fall asleep at night. But we will never know the right answers. Unless, we ask that one person, who we cannot ask. It seems to be a good idea to talk this out, but you may get hurt even more. Because there is a high risk of not getting the answer you were expecting.

It seems that the best way to get along is to accept the past and never looking back. To pretent that the person you knew is gone; the person you loved so deeply is gone. It hurts even more to know that he/she has a better life, is happier with somebody else, somebody who is not me.

A break up doesn´t come suddenly, although it feels like it. Mostly it sneeks in and stays until there is no other way out.

And that´s where a new chapter starts. New opportunities, chances, improvments are rising up. At the beginnig we don´t see them, but when we do, we should try to enjoy and embrace them.

Schon komisch wie schön sich sowas auf englisch anhört, obwohl so viel trauer darin steckt

Wünsche dir für die Zukunft alles gute und so viel Kraft wie möglich die du für die Heilung benötigst.